"Tears are not expressed by the pain, but its history."
Italo Svevo
Every year on December 7 in the evening, we were preparing our big Christmas tree, me and Niki for 18 years, then together with Robert and then also with Nathan.
It was an evening of celebration, because in reality the tree in place all our dreams ......
December 8th under the tree began to pile up colored boxes, looking for everyone to find one that 'would make the other happy ........
And so the gifts will multiply and reach 24 when each of us had tantissimi regali......
Quanto piaceva il Natale al mio Niki.....entrava in fibrillazione.....quando era piu' piccolo cercava anche di spiare le scatole ed allora ero costretta a mettere sempre i doppi scatoloni anonimi.......Una sera del 24 gli dissi: "Niki, prima di aprire i regali vado un attimo in bagno"...andai in camera e composi il suo nuovo numero di telefonino (il primo)...così tornai in cucina e il telefonino aveva preso a squillare e Lui felicissimo disse"E' il telefonino!!!!!!! Grazie mamma....ritrovo' tra tutte le scatole quella che squillava.....Attimi unici di felicità indescrivibili..............
La mia vita was dedicated to him ... completely!!
Another habit that we had (created by me) was put between the branches of a note that nobody could read closed, there stood our wishes for Christmas , which were expressed to the Universe,
were individual and therefore no one should read them! Then on Jan. 6 when he took off the tree, they were torn and no one read them. They were messages that ranged from our own desires, to those familiar to those outside the group ... and our names were sealed sachet.
Who knows what Niki had written last Christmas ..........
I had all this and much more ..... Destroyed ... ALL destroyed by unscrupulous people ....... free to continue to pretend nothing has happened and to celebrate Christmas. ... as if they do, it was authorized by a mechanism as perfect as infamous!
I WAS THIS CHILD ... AND NOW ????????????????? SOMEONE MUST 'WHILE ANSWERING ALL THE QUESTIONS unanswered .... SOMEONE IN THE FACE THIS PHOTO, WILL 'while feeling
REPRESENTATION OF LIVING IN HIMSELF SUCKS .... MAY ALSO CELEBRATE THEIR CHRISTMAS (ALL INVOLVED ).... BUT THEIR HANDS AND THEIR CONSCIENCE drips with blood and my tears ....... I DO NOT KNOW WHICH MAY HAVE THEIR TASTE ... PANETTONE stained red !!!!!!
"Good or bad, as long as we speak ..."
... Oscar Wilde said long ago, and this has become the implicit motto for many people who aspire to fame and in general to have a little 'a reputation with the public.
do not agree with this sentence, partly because people like me, are searching for Truth and Justice do not seek fame absolutely!!
So I think in a way diametrically opposite "If he wants to talk, we speak exclusively in the correct way."
This is the invitation that I address to all, anyone who wants to talk about my Niki or does it properly, that is related to all the questions that its story carries with it or avoids giving conflicting messages with the Truth!
Dear "Journalists cry of" a moment .... ...... a Life ????????????????? (Actually 2 .....)
at least try to give Truth to those who do not ...... some stories you could recite the steps ... . and other ????????????
"Journalism is to spread that someone does not want you to know, the rest is propaganda. His job is to point out what is hidden, to give testimony and, therefore, be troublesome."
( Horacio Verbitsky , A mundo sin Periodistas , 1997)
are in full agreement with this other sentence of Oscar Wilde from the book "The Soul of 'Man under Socialism, "written in 1891 and so now you think !!!!!!!
"In the past men were under torture of the wheel, now subjected to the press. This is called progress."
Remember Mohammed Fikri, the young Moroccan thrown in jail and have defined the "monster" in the case of small Yara Gambirasio? Well was released from prison and stated that he would ask for compensation .....
They said that was a mistranslation made the interception and ... "The track has passed away ....."
Meanwhile, the small Yara still not found ......
Read:
"The difficult balance between the exercise of punitive power of the state and individual freedoms is often referred to as a yardstick to evaluate the "rate of democracy" in a country.
"Democracy", in fact, is not only a technique of selection of the collective interests that passes through the sharing of the majority, but it is an aspiration towards particular forms of exercise of shared power and respect the rights of individual, made according to rules.
"guaranteed" is the term that tends to describe a range of field Oxidizing of a "system of rules" designed to restrict the actions of the public procedural powers in the field, so as to make possible the imposition of a penalty (which can affect basic goods such as freedom of the individual or the capital), only the outcome of a process perceived as "fair" and based on the collection of evidence knowledge subject to public scrutiny and debate about their outcomes demonstration! "
VERITAS NON FACIT auctoritas iudicium !!!!!!!!
"........ porgea ear to the sound of your voice ...
at the serene sky, the golden streets, gardens, and hence
the distant sea, and then the mountain.
No mortal tongue dicequel
.!!!!! I felt then ... What sweet thoughts, what hopes, what hearts, or my Niki!
What appeared to us to human life and fate!
When I recall hope such feelings pain me,
a bitter and dejected, and
tornami to grieve for my misfortunes.
O nature, nature, why do you what you promised then ????????????
(G. Leopardi)
I Love You Mom
Shalom
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